Sunday, February 22, 2026

The Graveyard

A graveyard of friendships, of lovers and kin,

Of memories fading and what might have been.

I miss the old schoolmates, the chatter for hours,

The pencil-fight battles and disciplinary powers.

The tea and the gossip, from local to grand,

Discussing the politics ruling the land.

The girl who made me feel once Kabir Singh, a Rockstar,

The college-bound brothers who swore to go far.

But I never belonged; the connections would die,

As the years and the seasons went fluttering by.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet but I have a f’king graveyard.


For me, being “friends” wasn’t simple or light,

I didn’t want Chandler or Joey to laugh through the night.

I sought to be Samwise, the loyal and true,

To carry the burden of Frodo for you.

But nobody walked at the pace that I set,

They fell to the wayside with grief and regret.

I left them behind, though I wished they would stay,

Now I look at the ghosts of a long-faded day.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet but I have a f’king graveyard.


Then someone arrived and she claimed me as hers,

My idol, my everything, through blessings and curse.

She fought through the world just to stay by my side,

The Samwise to my Frodo on this bitter ride.

But I rotted her world, and the closet grew full,

As the weight of the skeletons started to pull.

Her family, her friends—then the one I held fast,

A newborn who breathed for a second, then passed.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet but I have a f’king graveyard.


But now she has altered the hand I was dealt,

The coldest of winters has started to melt.

I’ve a third of myself and two-thirds of her heart,

A little new person, a brand-new start.

I love them both dearly; I’ll give them my best,

To lift up the curse and to grant us some rest.

The hope that she gives me has finally shown,

The seeds of a future that we’ve finally sown.

Everyone has skeletons in their closet... and I’ve closed mine, for good.

Saturday, January 7, 2012

अरे अरे ज्ञाना झालासी पावन

अरे अरे ज्ञाना झालासी पावन |
तुझे तुज ध्यान कळो आले ||
तुझा तूचि देव तुझा तूचि भाव |
फिटला संदेह अन्यतत्वी ||
मुरडूनिया मन उपजलासी चित्ते |
कोठे तुज रिते न दिसे रया ||
दीपकी दीपक मावळल्या ज्योती |
घरभरी वाती शून्य झाल्या ||
वृत्तीची निवृत्ति अपणासकट |
अवघेची वैकुंठ चतुर्भुज ||
निवृत्ति परमानुभव नेमा |
शांतिपूर्ण क्षमा ज्ञानदेवो ||

Monday, August 29, 2011

Q-uest

It's been a long painful (about) 26 years of life, more I live, more I realize how much it is important to work on presentation of it. Yes, you heard it right, presentation of life...
In my professional career, I have worked hard, real hard to get where I am right now, and I truly believe that I am quite below what I truly deserve to be. It's this presentation stuff that has bite me in the ass, always. But, that's not the worst part of life.
The worst part is, this presentation stuff is so essential in even the way you live, that it bites me on every turn of life.
I want a simple life, life in which I am accepted as the way I am. I want to run away from all kinds of presentation. Live a life of simple bliss... or I may choose to die soon.
God bless elite war elephant.. and give us strength to be like him.

~Quetzalcoatl

Sunday, August 28, 2011

Q-oz it's a long way to the top if you wanna rock-n-roll

"... I'll tell you people, it's harder than than it looks... It's a long way to the top if you wanna rock n roll..."
Yes, life is truly as our favorite AC~DC song says.
It's been a while since I wrote something here, its been ages, but, here I come again with a new Avatar. Nobody should feel shy to share the wisdom, I think :) ...
I spend hours every day reading new things on internet, things that are relevant, highly relevant to technology, highly relevant to computers, only relevant to my life as a geek. Why, you may ask... Why not? This is age of nerds, people who can talk to computers, who can speak their language, and in this age, even I want to be someone, I want to know everything. There is so much to keep up, several technologies, so many languages, so much mathematics, so many algorithms. It is a complex problem in itself to optimize your system to process so much information in given time of life. I have been working on it.
In the end, I have realized, its hard, its extremely hard to keep up! It's a long way... such a long way...

~Quetzalcoatl™

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Q-plore: Its Me

I have realized something that exactly defines me...

"Why" is something I should never try to answer because its too mathematical when I phrase it or its too confusing for other mortals or sometimes it self-contradictory as my friends tell me or sometimes its too weird (even i feel).
like for example-
Why I hate myself so much?
Why is it so unfair for likes of me (smart but ugly, well-cultured but tagged-born)?
Why should someone never come to CMU?
Why do I pursue "IT" with so much determination?
Why her not someone else?

But...
"How" is something I am always good at answering, no matter how much bad is the situation, no matter how low are the chances, I always have solution to "How"... and I almost certainly am always successful in implementing it, I have proven it several times...
How to solve a problem in mathematics and computer science?
How to score in exams?
How to get a job and an internship?
How to get her back, no matter how bad the situation goes?

So I have decided for my life, not to try to answer any of the WHYs as they are not gonna take me anywhere. I am just gonna try to solve the HOWs and be the most successful man you ever know.

God bless elite war elephant and give me strength to be good...

~Quetzalcoatl

Monday, September 14, 2009

परशुराम करी तुकडे वार कोवळ्या हृदयात... चित्पावन वा रुधीर व्यर्थ जीवन एक अपघात...

Tuesday, June 3, 2008

Q-uest: I laugh in the face of danger and then hide until it goes away...

World, at large, can be classified in two categories of people (whoa! what a statement!) ...

Still here I go...
There are people, who - like it -- want it -- n then -- get it...
and there are others, who - get it -- want it -- n then -- like it...

Clearly the others sound more like LOSERS...
But bingo!.. thats the irony or paradox of life...

You wanna know how! --
People who like it ... want it... fight for it ... sometimes, be unfortunate and DON'T get it...
On the other hand people who get it, NEVER don't like it which makes them the winner...

I hate you all--- the other kind ...

and I hate myself for being of the first kind ... or one of my kinds...
God bless you all...